Be careful with your health and avoid pushing too far. Circumstances sometimes lead to greater difficulties than you might expect, and for that reason you need to save and ration your energy. Take a step back and do not let yourself be overly stressed. Being ambitious does not help you reach your goal.
Many people make the big mistake of deriving meaning from another person. Are you preventing yourself from moving on in your life because you are waiting for someone else’s consent? It is time to go into a mindset that I do not care if you want to feel like you have your life in your hands. You do not have to be rude, but you do not have to get permission from someone else you think is right.
At the moment, you might feel a little bit abandoned because arrangements and friends seem more important to your partner than you. That you may have one or two problems is more than understandable, but you should not blame the problem entirely on your partner! You should better concentrate on finding a solution for both of you! Because the fact that love and routine do not always go hand in hand is not new. So do not ask yourself what you can do to counter this indifference, but ask yourself what you want to do for that love.