When you feel pressured, it is much better to take some time off strenuous activities as additional pressure is not desired. You do not want to create complications that go with those you already have to deal with, you have to show restraint, slow down and make your life easier.
Any inner turmoil that you experience today will be overshadowed by all the melodramas that are going on in your friends. Your conflicting ideas and announcements will be a welcome distraction from the one you fight with. It seems like your problems might not be that bad in comparison! Avoid being too involved in your life, just watching and listening from afar. Apply your experience to your life and adjust your attitude accordingly.
You have a very loving partner, but your heart is currently playing only minor sounds and therefore you may not feel like you have something in relation to your love life. Therefore, you should first accept your changed feelings and look for alternatives. Your wishes and ideas will return soon, and before you know it, you and your partner will be in your arms again.