You can take responsibility for not always feeling good. It’s no big deal if you can not keep up with others and have less stamina than you expect. It’s better to listen to your body’s signals and take a short break rather than squeezing too hard and risking fatigue.
Try to contact someone you have missed for a long time. You two need some time together and it has to be face to face. So do everything you need to do today to schedule an appointment, book a flight, or take a few working days. Certain individuals in your life offer wisdom that you can not get anywhere else, and you need the wisdom of that person to understand your new ideas and the changes that have taken place in your life lately.
In your relationship you are everywhere and nowhere. There have not been any real key points for a long time and your partner is more fascinated by the sky than you. So be honest with yourself and be open minded about what went wrong and where you both run out of steam! Try to tackle the root of the problem and work with your partner.