You are in an almost impossible situation and faced with seemingly unsolvable problems. Keep calm and plan your procedure thoroughly. Do not try to avoid problems. Instead, ask yourself difficult tasks. You’ll soon find that certain issues are not as big as you first thought.
Nobody can give you confidence in yourself – you have to feel it. So do not wait for applause or praise today. Other people are not as focused on you as you think they are right now, and you do not need their approval anyway. Go forward with false security if you have to – but just keep going. The targeted action you take will really impress other people and get you noticed. Besides, it is this kind of behavior that builds the true trust that you are looking for.
At the moment, you might feel a little bit abandoned because arrangements and friends seem more important to your partner than you. That you may have one or two problems is more than understandable, but you should not blame the problem entirely on your partner! You should better concentrate on finding a solution for both of you! Because the fact that love and routine do not always go hand in hand is not new. So do not ask yourself what you can do to counter this indifference, but ask yourself what you want to do for that love.