You feel overwhelmed by the events and need to reconsider the situation you are in. Given the important life choices, you are not in the best of shape yet, and recognize that it is best to postpone all important meetings until you feel more positive and make some important decisions about your future.
Do not be surprised that your partner is hiding from you today. It is quite possible that others will literally feel your inner tension and imbalance. Sometimes you tend to be unreasonably jealous, which can destroy a good deal of trust. In discussions, you should stay calm and think about whether the occasion justifies your anger at all.
Your physical condition and overall health will improve if you stay calm. The strength you have is increased as you master your energy level. Too much exhausting exercise can tire you out. If this is the case you need to relax and sleep enough to regenerate your body.